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I have the seen the worst of monsters, not the kind in dreams
I can taste that blood still there, it lingers inside me
I won’t forget that, what I saw, I have to pass out the message, yeah
The message
The message
I won’t forget that, what I saw, I have to pass out the message, yeah
The message
The message
The message
Just around the corner
Yeah
Around the corner
You’re growing old
And out your body
Your pain will fold
Around the corner
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2. |
I Feel Like Dying
05:10
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I shaved my face today
Mom says she’s proud i'm getting older
Wake up, get high, eat shit, pick up your meds, take meds, and then start over
This is the best I’ve been
This is the best I’ll ever be
This is the best I’ll ever be, but still there’s one thing I need
I don’t wanna make any other big mistakes,
I don’t wanna make any other friends I hate,
I need to get the hell out of this never-ending party
I don ’t wanna take any other meds today
I don’t wanna make love, or fuck, or go on any dates
There is nothing inside, I feel like dying
I am watching, I’m watching, I am watching over you
Running to the doctors with a fatal disease
And it’s eating your soul as your god looks in shame
And he’s counting all the ways that he can pass off the blame,
As you stare at the mirror at the party of your life
And you’re breaking down in tears so you give your arm a bite
And the flesh that you break, and the blood that you taste
You let the pain into your arm so it will come out of your brain
I punched a wall today
Mom says it’s part of getting older
Go out, get high, take meds, get high, take meds, get high, and then start over
This is the best I’ve been
This is the best I’ll ever be
This is the best I’ll ever be, but still there’s one thing I need
I don’t wanna make any other big mistakes,
I don’t wanna make any other friends I hate,
I need to get the hell out of this never-ending party
yeah
I don ’t wanna take any other meds today
I don’t wanna make love, or fuck, or go on any dates
There is nothing inside, I feel like dying
I'm running around
I'm trying everything I can
I'm doing my best
I'm doing my best to find some peace
yeah
so I turn on the TV
and what do I see? do you know what I see? And what do I see?
It's you fucking assholes, you ruin everything
no
god damn it, I told you
I don’t wanna make any other big mistakes,
I don’t wanna make any other friends I hate,
I need to get the hell out of this never-ending party
I don ’t wanna take any other meds today
I don’t wanna make love, or fuck, or go on any dates
There is nothing inside, I feel like dying
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3. |
Machine
05:52
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Take your out favorite pen, draw lines across your skin
Write out the pros and cons and tell me what’s within
Pull on the lever just to cross everything out
You say it’s logic, you’ll be better underground
All of these studies show that nature, it is real
It’s full of ugly things, and you, that’s what ya feel
We are all cavemen, we will scoop out both your eyes
Some days it’s all your fault, but this time it is mine
This is your personal godly-given right
Enter machine
Removing every hour of your life
Enter machine
Feeling the heat of the screen emit its light (yeah)
Enter machine
Counting their dollars will need your constant sight
Enter, enter
I’m watching over you like you are all I have
Desperately need your help to forget my own past
I don’t need power, just another way to cope
When the machine is on it gives us all a dose
This is your personal godly-given right
Enter machine
Removing every hour of your life
Enter machine
Feeling the heat of the screen emit its light (yeah)
Enter machine
Counting their dollars will need your constant sight
Enter, enter
I’m watching over you, I’m watching every day
I’ll push the buttons just to hide the pain away
If in a couple years there is nothing left to say
Using this method you've unlocked a better brain
I can run, I can win, just to feel, like I saved the day
I can make all of you follow me break a bone just to make a daily pay
I can run, I can win, just to feel, like I saved the day
I can climb up your ladder, and exploit you, another way
I am watching over you like you are all i have
Nothing is better than a click upon a thread, yeah
In this machine they will erase all innocence
Taking the time to unlearn all your other friends
This is your personal godly-given right, yeah
Enter machine
Removing every hour of your life, yeah
Enter machine
Feeling the heat of the screen emit its light, yeah
Enter machine
Counting their dollars will need your constant sight, yeah
Enter, enter
Your God is my machine
Your God is my machine
Machine
I am watching over you like you’re all i have
Nothing is better than linking another thread
In this machine they will clean up my innocence
Taking the time to unlearn all my other friends
In this machine
I’ll find you
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4. |
Death Drive with Julie
05:21
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A simple misunderstanding put a spike in my head
As you sat there in silence
You pulled me closer and told me that you wish you were dead
And i asked to be more than just friends
As she privately displayed
Secrets to her hidden pain
Happy muscles in her brain
Never fully worked
Death drive driving Julie right down the street
In my house, in my pants, in my mind
Look around, feel like shit, can ’t believe that this is it
Angry i can’t have it all
Julie I think I need you
Julie I think I need you
Julie I think I need you
Yeah, I think I need you
Julie, I think I need you
And I broke your heart in two
Making love in the back of your car
I held my tears back when I found out who you really are
Death drive driving Julie right down the street
In my house, in my pants, in my mind
Look around, feel like shit, can ’t believe that this is it
Angry i can’t have it all
Death drive driving Julie right down the street
In my house, in my pants, in my mind
Look around, feel like shit, can ’t believe that this is it
Angry i can’t have it all
Death drive driving Julie right down the street
In my house, in my pants, in my mind
Look around, feel like shit, can ’t believe that this is it
Angry i can’t have it all
I didn’t want to cut her off
But she cut her self in front of me
It was just two days where we crossed paths
But the pain lives on, it's inside me, yeah
Julie told me secrets, i don’t want to believe her
Julie told me secrets now I’m looking forward to the day
Julie told me secrets, i don’t want to believe her
Julie told me secrets now I’m looking forward to the day
Julie told me secrets, i don’t want to believe her
Julie told me secrets now I’m looking forward to the day
Julie told me secrets, i don’t want to believe her
Julie told me secrets now I’m looking forward to the day I die
die
Julie
I wrote Julie’s secrets in a book
Letting others take a secret look
In a mission for the final truth
I broke Julie’s gentle heart in two
Death drive driving Julie round
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5. |
Gun Cures Brain
04:59
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You’re learn these secrets way too young to shake it off
The men much older look for ways to cover up, to cover
I don’t want to know the truth, there’s only one way out
This life ain’t fair, there’s no one out here but yourself
The kids around you lucking out, escaping hell, escaping
I don’t want to know the truth, there’s only one way out
A sinking dead boy in a pool of all his doubts, of all his
I don’t want to know the truth, there’s only one way out, no
You’re only seventeen my friend
(no time for turning tides)
But gun cures brain, the song repeats inside your mind
And I need every friend I’ve made
(no time for turning tides)
These thoughts stay with you, just find ways to pass the time
Gun
Gun cures brain
I’m watching over you like Jesus and the sun
I will believe in you like Blondie and his gun
But gun cures brain I’m sure that’s better said than done
These thoughts are with you and there’s nowhere you can run
You’re only seventeen my friend
(no time for turning tides)
But gun cures brain, the song repeats inside your mind
And I need every friend I’ve made
(no time for turning tides)
These thoughts stay with you, just find ways to pass the time
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6. |
Twenty-Five
05:14
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All the children, come running out the gate
Reminding us, we’ve got work we’ve gotta do
It makes you wonder if the path we oughta take
Is holding back, just close the door on me and you
Whoa, whoah, whoah, whoah
Trying different drugs is just a part of life
We’ll get you fixed, there’s nothing left to do but try
I want to hold you, love you, say it’s all OK,
Don’t really know, but mom and dad look they’re doing fine
But I am sitting here I feel about the same
So what’s the point? Still feel like shit at 25
Keep crawling towards the end of time
There’s nothing left to do, there’s nothing left to try
Don’t hold your breathe, just do your best to stay alive
I am watching over every move you make,
stay here with me,
Cuz I need every friend i’ve made
I want to hold you, love you, say it’s all OK,
I’m here for you
There’s nothing else you need to say
I can’t promise every pain will go away
Assume it won’t
But i’ll be right here every day
Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa
Do you see it?
Do you see?
All the children come running out the gate
They’re still the same 25
And all the children, they’re running out the gate
They’re still depressed at 25
All the children, come running out the gate
We’re still the same at 25
Running, Come running,
All the children
We’re still the same at twenty five
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7. |
OCD
07:44
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Oh no its here again
Oh no its here again
Oh no its here again
Oh no its here again
All my friends
And all my friends friends
And all my family
And my family’s friends
They’re all watching
And they’re thinking, what’s he thinking?
What’s he doing?
What’s he counting?
What’s he trying to do?
Because someone needs to tell him,
Don’t you know already?
All you gotta do is open up
And it’s all going to be alright
Well I’m feeling weak, because it’s all in my head
And it doesn’t fucking matter when you wish you were dead
OCD, OCD, OCD is here again
OCD, OCD, OCD is here again
OCD, OCD, OCD is here again
OCD, OCD, OCD is here again
I go down to the next doctors
You spin in circles and I’m feeling real weak yeah
We’re trying real hard to get whatever, whatever’s going on
whatever’s going on
No, I go down to the next doctors,
She says I’m sick and I’m looking real weak
She gives me different pills and we’re hoping it will work
But it doesn’t really matter cuz neither of us know
But
I go down to the next doctors
Neither of us know and i see it in her eyes she doesn’t know either
And I’m tired
And she says well look at this huh
You’ve got your mother
You’ve got your father
You’ve got your sister
You miss your ex
You need your friends
You need some air
You need some
I don’t know, I don’t need any of this
Death is just right around the corner
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